Again on Sagittarius/Gemini axis: committed to healing or not? 17 June 2022

This month I have been approached mainly by Sagittarius/Gemini themes and people.

Fate and destiny, time and synchronicity have played as usual a major part, despite me being quite strict with the interactions I actually wanted to go through. The major issue which the lived experience has constantly been presenting to me was aligned with the following themes (as exemplified by the "astrological discourse", just for a matter of conciseness): 1. Sexual perversity (exhibitionism, sado-masochistic, onanism) 2. Traumas linked to the above and causing the obsessive action (abuse of sexual or emotional nature in early life). 3. Sagittarius tendency to flee and unwilling to commit to real healing. 4. Gemini inability to accept dwelling "in between" polarities. 5. "Black magic", stalkers, fake accounts, interference. 6. Therapeutic art practice. The major theme for me has been the healing process and the discernment of the fact that if a person is not committed for real to their own healing, there is no teaching, no techniques, no speech, no myth, no Archetype which can help them. I call these ones "the spiritual blind" who have not gotten in contact with the deep courage which dwells in their soul, and are possessed by the brokenness of their egos. Typical Sagittarian trait: they see the goal but are incapable to reach it and jump to the next through self-justification. From an intellectual perspective, they are unaware of the epistemic fallacy, and - with a typical Gemini-trait - jump from one opposite polarity to the other as if they were actually mutually exclusive and are therefore stuck in toxic thinking (a cycle: the uroboros). As a baseline for all, I believe the lack of listening and presencing of their own heart is the main issue, but this is a wider problem, not just for the souls who contacted me or actually forced me to listen to their stories. Sagittarius are particularly stubborn in lacking the necessary self-knowledge to see how they are trying to heal in others what they actually need to heal in themselves. The particular case I was presented with (last time was yesterday) resembles a typical mirror relationship which is causing a lot of suffering in both sides. Intrestingly, these two are a Sagittarius and a gemini sun, wonderfully aligned with the sun/moon axiality we have just experienced with the full moon. Incapable to see how they project on the other their own issues, the Sagittarius sun attributes to themselves the "healer" archetype, degrading it to the level of "nurse" or "doormat" for the Gemini sun. What is particularly serious in this specific case, is that they also took on them a parental archetypal figure in the relationship with the Gemini (the protective father) which is exactly the cause of the Gemini suffering, thus reinforcing the toxicity of the relationship itself. The Gemini sun (damn, why are they so unfortunate in childhood?!?! I have to find out!!) Is stuck with a major PTSD due to very dark abuse and blindly attempting to find a way out, Incapable of seeing how they are STILL in the abuse, actively. The darkness of this all is really painful, they both are stuck. Dark sexual practices, self-harm, physical symptoms, social isolation, ailments linked to a twisted concept of parenthood (absolutely justified by both their life-experiences), linked to food and lack of recognition of their inner value as human beings beyond any internalised or projected belief is truly horrible to behold... I might have a way to tackle the problem, and told the Sagittarian who is insisting in presenting it to me, since they are truly suffering a lot... But their resistance is remarkable: since I asked for a real committment to their own healing, they have set in place a long series of excuses not to engage. They are afraid of their Shadow. They do not want to see fully what hurt them, exactly as their gemini counterpart is doing... They are stuck in unworthiness, and yet strive to receive formal recognition from the external world... I know what that means!!! I have been there too. Despite finding fascinating how relationships (very powerful energetically ones) can be such a wonderful opportunity for Self-healing, self-exploration, and mutual, eternal and everflowing love (because it is there, it is so perceivable!), I must admit this case is exemplar: it is the commitment to self-love and Self-healing which can change things only. Rigidity of the mind, unresolved ego issues, inability to step consciously in the darkest part of our soul are the blockages. The Sagittarian does not even want to see the darkest consequences of the Gemini's traumatic life. And yet, I would believe that there would be ways, despite apparently "sexually perverse", to turn the drama into play... Eh! Complicated... How many hours of my life I lost listening and attempting to get the message through? I need real commitment to self-healing, otherwise there is no need for me to suggest anything... I should be paid for my time. I should be considered at least as someone who is able to "be present" and hold space for all that pain and dark stuff to emerge. It is just frustrating to see that there could be ways, but they are not committed. I hope their soul will do the rest.